he gives me butterflies

by Lauren

Alright here i will just let it all out and maybe someone can give me a word of advice or input so i will start from the beginning..... and i will refer to my problem as "k" and well i like him a lot, in fact i have it bad for him.

I haven't had a past relationship.

This year for our science projects we had to be in groups, so it was myself, my best friend "k" and his best friend, and we decided we would work on the project at people's houses alright?

So we first go to my best friend's house and we are all at the dinning room table and working ok and we go into the kitchen and "k"s best friend goes 'so do you like my best friend?' and she rambles on how they dont know him and they get intrigued then he asks me, and i kind of avoid it cause i mean "k" is right there.

I don't want to say anything and my best friend does not know i like him so it was a hard question to dodge. So we go to another meeting and it's at "k"s best friends house, and we are just finishing and have time to spare and the best friend asks me who i like and i don't say anything.

Ok the last meeting is at my house and we are in my room and i am at the computer typing and "k" is right next to me at my right, i was so sick to my stomach and nervous and while the other two are on the floor taking notes, his best friend asks "k" who he likes and he says this girl that we all know and she's a grade higher then us so i was crushed.

Then he says oh and someone else at our school, so i was still crushed and i was shocked because his friend had revealed who he liked last year and some other crushes that were over, and remember i am sitting right next to him.






So the burning question his best friend asks is -who do I like ? and I say someone and he starts guessing and then "k" says to his best friend "dude come on obviously she does not want to say so leave her alone" then my spirits were lifted.

So last semester i sat across and behind him it was the day before winter break and i was wearing my cheer uniform and he asked how come you get to wear your uniform and i don't? and i politely say would you really want to wear short shorts to school (track)? and he says "ah you got me there" and gave me the biggest grin. So we are going to the same high school next year and he calls me his "----------------" buddie the little lines is the high school, and he has a name for me, it's lolo and i love it since my name is lauren, it kind of works.

So anyways bear with me here, my best friend says he likes me but i dont buy it. So does my other best friend but i dont think he does cause he always flirts with other girls so please help thank you so much